So just because I'm telling it like it is I gotta be religious?

And what if I am?? How does that matter? And I think you're pretty aware of what the consequences are since you happened to figure out that if your diary is Public then people JUST MIGHT comment/read. I know I'm not the only one to comment about how bad drugs are. Maybe these people are just tryna help you out, even if you don't want it. That doesn't stop them fromtrying. Way DISRESPECTFUL, your snide
remark, the wwjd? WWJD? Surely not drugs.

Don't call me sweetie. And no, I'm not a know-it-all, but I do have common sense. Look, I'm sorry if I'm coming off sort of wrong and I know you don't want some sob story about how drugs affect others or how a whole lot of people who are addicted think that they could stop at any time, because that's the #1 thing all addicted people say...but I speak the truth when I know the truth.

If you don't want to read my comments, then don't comment me. Simple. Say & comment whatever you like because I hope you realize that I am/will...

be careful with drugs. =[ it would be sad to see someone so pretty go downhill very quickly...

Wow.
Well, it's great to see someone who actually posts their real life on here.
Most girls are like "oh life sucks i am so emo i cut myself" and never mention how many times they smoked weed last week.
That's pretty ballsy of you.
hXc. <3
cute pic btw!

<3 amy.

It is interesting that you go through and list ever dvd that you got but then just tell us that you got three books. Are you ashamed of the books or did you just not feel that they were important enough?

No big deal, I'm just wondering.

Spiritsfire

im tryin to stay away from junk food. the chips suck ass lol.

newho i know the song. its not something so great lol. But as we all know life aint always so great
take care
sammi

yeah.

I like that song too.

I love your pics.

well... i know it would make u feel better if i told u it was the guys fault and not yours... it is partly your fault. 8 shots too many?!?!?! if u want to b careful and loyal don't let the drugs f*** wit your mind. dont do 'em. i will say that it was partly nate's fault cuz he was sober, and if he knew u had a bf... thats effing wrong. he took advantage of u.

wanna b a good gf? tell your boy wat happened. honestly is the best. tell him u had too much to drink. tell him wat happened wit nate. explain u care deeply bout him. let nate take sum of the blame... but then u take sum blame too. let tyler have time to think and realize wat happened. if he doesnt 4give u... u can move on hopefully.

be careful at parties... k?

byebye. ttyl. peace. luvs. katie.

u want the truth friend .... u r right its a f***en big mistake but a big part of it is yours .

u have to tell your boy friend about that u and that nate together and show him how bad u feel about urself.

u r positive that something bad will happen but believe me sis it wont be as feeling guilty and what he will feel if nate wanted to do something bad and go to tell him that.

think again friend and fast too

goodluck

I have a question.  Do you think he will find out thru Nate?  If you think that Nate will spill it then you better tell him first but if Nate and no one else will say a word just let it go and bury it.  But then gain I have never been in this situation.

good luck

c.

all i can say is forget about it and move on

it was a MISTAKE, and trust me ur not the

1st one to make it, its okay becoz u didnt do

it wen u wer sober, so just 4get abt it and

live ur life as u did b4 havin sex with that dude.

good luck k

ive never did that but have had things happen its not the alcohol k

good luck

[sweetliljesusfan1985]

lol thanx for the comment <3

i'm 18 :P xoxo

yaah i like it.
but the orange
is mah favv.

1 - i rather enjoy the cussing

2- her diary, her freedom of speech you chose to read it!! if you didn't like the cussing fine, but don't comment saying you don't like the cussing...its her diary and her freedom of speech...BITCH!

hey can you not cuss please?

i understand how u feel.. i was waiting for him to msg me on msn for more than 10 hrs.. Imagine that.. Hurts evry minute til i lost hope waiting.. 

lol cute entry

: )

yeah i know...i talked to Her, and she understands. she doesn't flirt back, so I'm not mad at her.

I agree with Billy too, even though I don't want to.

Oh well. A week of exams, then it's sumemrtime, and hopefully the drama will go away.

my boyfriend, evan...
he flirts with my friend all the time, and  i tried to talk to him about it, but he got mad.
and its really upsetting.
and billy says to give our relationship a little more time and then confront him about it again and see what he does.

what do YOU think i should do?

Dont panick, i know it must feel like sh*t, you'll him tomorrow (bends over and prays for you!!)

What would i know though,as i say in my diary im just a young pub, have no experiance in the way of men!!

Love ya!! xx

wow thats sux but i understand!

my 'rents are the same way as yours

poor boy, poor you

sorry

I'm doing better today then the other day......I hope you see Tyler today. ^_^

Love you

Holly

o0o0o0o Kori sounds happy! Aha.
I'm happy for you, beucase your happy. ^_^
Heh.
Love ya
Holly
{Your pretty}

yeah, getting away with murder is a greta song too:):):)

lol im just like MAJORLY OVERLy obsessed.lol

but everyone has their obsession over a band sometime.

lol

thanx for the comment:):):):):):):):):):):)

yeah i guess theyre not HEAVY metel..your right there. .sorry:)

yeah i used to cut too. then i realized, it does NOTHING to help me. ive been clean for a couple months now. Your SOOOO gonna think im crazy but the only reasons i DID quit though are: me (ex)boyfriend&&best friend&&Papa Roach. Its complicated but yeah, their music made me re-think ALOT in my life. in a way i guess you can say thier music has saved me a couple times in my life. I love thier music, each song has a special message if you look deep into it. like "what do you do" "scars" even "last resort" and "broken home" and "lovehatetragedy" and "i devise my own demise" and "she loes me not" &&"...To Be Loved"

yes you can say im obsessed. but them&&the vanished have saved me, and they inspire me in SOOOO many ways. the vanished is not big yet.....but they are AWESOME my latest entry is about them...you should read it. and 3 of thier songs are on there:):):):):):):):)

i might even get to meet them on saturday. my aunts trying to get me in 4 a coupe minutes just to meet them. before the sow. i cant stay for the show:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

but i LOVE them&&Papa roach:)

but yeah, i listen to hair-metal, heavy-metal & rock music. And even some of the "preps"(sorry to say that, i hate steryotypes, but thats the only thing i can say in this situation) who listen to that call me emo because of it. i dont get it. tey listen to it too. they paint thier nails black. its all over the runways. but they use it as something against me.

and i know some "preps" who cut themselces(i mean theyve had reasons too) and just because they were name-brand clothing and where expensic perfume&crap they are still exepted. but when i (used to) cut myself (ive had reasons too) i had nsaty rumors spread about me. and i was made fun of.

i just don't get the world.

Well, emo is kinda type of clothing style. Its like the "dark" look. Just like ther is the "sporty" and "preppy" and "flirty" look.

 But papa roach and kill hanna are considered rock/heavy metal. When i uploaded thier cd's on my itunes, that what popped up in the genre. well i guess it depends on wich cd. i mean the newer ones from papa roach are just Rock. But the old oned are Alternative rock/heavy metel.

yeah i guess your right.

but what seventeen said was just wrong. and I was a little mad when i wrote it. i just typed whatever came into my head. I hope they post it in thier magazine.

Ugh it makes me SOOOO mad that people will judge people on stuff like that. I dont see anything wrong with "pop" music. Its a faster up-beat style. Yeah some of it IS about heart-brake but how they compose it is TOTALLY different. And if I started criticizing it, the media would tell me that I was wrong.

It infuriates me that people would not talk to someone just because they were different.

well i gtg

~thanx for the comment!~

you have to change it in you "default style"

mmhm.

Tyler. Oh God.
I think I just had a Tyler-gasm.
lmao.

If he has the personality to match...
lucky. Freaking lucky girl.

Except for the whole hating him/him hating Andrew thing.
Hopefully it works out.

<3

awww.

OMG TYLER IS A HOTTAY. go go go for him.

thanx! i dont really know about the guy thing, they're just....confusing.

tylers really cute tho. : )

I know how you feel right now. This last weekend I went up to Harpers Ferry, and there are always a ton of guys up there. Problem is, I ended up making out with three of em. Well, Breden is 18, he's kinda outta the picture, he lives in Chacigo. But I have Jacob and Eric. I wanna be with Eric the most, but Jacob is so great too. I just say do what your heart says. Who do you feel better with?

Much Love!!!

~Emily~

id say take andrew

its time for a change. a fresh start. mhmm.

a new sample from the buffet

and such

plus hes cuter

how you can manage to write
an entry and watch south park
at the same time amazes me.
I love south park. best show
ever. if I were grounded that
long... I would die. ughhh.
that would annoy the hell
outta me. it always takes a
while to get over guys you
really love. unless you break
up with them and you dont
love them. it sucks, I know.

Happy birthday I hope this one is hot=]

Love the pics=]

i hate when that happens

i guess try to let him know that u guys arent connecting but u still want to be friends

tell him that u want to be friends for awhile and then later u guys maybe could date again

u have to tell him the truth

or it'll all blow up in ur face

he'll prob. be mad for a while but who wouldn't but if he is a good friend he will miss you and as long as ur there for him then it'll all work out ok

")

~keels~

personally i hate when people give me the "i like our freindship more, i think your a great person and any guy would be lucky to have you" blah blah blah blah BLAH i hate that crap, be real, tell him honestly WHY ur breaking up with him, and if u still want to be friends tell him if you don't , then dont! its actually pretty simple, just say how u feel!

good luck!

[UBAQT]

haha im glad i provided you with a laugh. i saw that teacher today and she just laughed at me again  it was real awkward. sounds like you had a good, cheap 4-20 too!!!

btw have you tried getting to know him better? maybe you could give it like another week or so? and make serious effort to get to know him.  it you like him enough, its worth it, but if not then f*** it.

Glad you had a good 420

i did too....got high as hell

&& yeah i know what its like

to be a poor stoner ive used a

can...many times lol

well ttyl

<3 P.

p.s stoners Rock<3

that`s so cute.
sounds like you two really hit it off.
and congrats on that kiss. ;]
xoxo <33

The gazelle thing?

I don't think I know what you are talking about.

hey well i sympathize with you ahhh i like guys i already tried sleeping wtih  a woman before and either she doesnt know what she was doing or i just realoly cant get off on that. but i did get her started but still its a pain...anyways thats just my experiance....dont know why im bringing this up but whatever. ummm yea well we should get blazed together....so yay lol.

          Aubrey

Tyleer and his friends are stupid -_-

Hope you love me. tehe.

Loves and hugs dear

Tyler is a moron ...

you were way too good for him

men are difficult

hugs take care

We're not all bad...the good ones are just really hard to find.  I'm sorry though. 

Matt

I love all guys everywhere.

He likes boys not girls.

Maybe you secretly like other girls.

You never know.

Boys are Cute.

You hate em, eh so, I love em !

-PURESHEILD

Pretty pic..............I need candles incense music and stories ^_^ we is pretty close! lol

Much Love dear!

XXxx.born.a.nothing.xxXX

lol wonder what my parents would say if I did my eyeliner like yours!!

lol looks nice though, really suits you.

Hannah

xxxxx

<3

sorry you had a bad day
i hate being nervous; i get really bad
&start shaking =[
your homeroom teacher sounds like a pedifile
gross. i'd tell him to get his wrinkley hands off me
before i tell the cops & the board of education
pfft.



ps. your uber pretty XD

Well tomorrow will be a new day.

Hugs

hahaa.
woww
i think this kids freaking retarded.
:]

i mean come on crick water&piss? far from
vodka man.

Lol sounds like funnn dear. -giggles- You look pretty in all your pictures, so I'm sure you'll look fine. xD

s'cool you guys were voted the cutest couple.........thats just cute.

Your boyfriend sucks major balls my dear. I am so sorry about that. He may hurt forever know!

Lol, LOVES DEAR

Xx.holly.xX{ishavingthebestdayever}

Things will work out dear. Or they should. You just have to try. I know it is hard.............Well, somewhat at least xD.

Loves!

Wow I guess you are in a sticky situation.

You love him...he loves his drugs, maybe you.

You need a estable person...but you know  and I know that love is blind.

Hugs

Hope it works out the way you want it to.

*no comment* I don't think I am experianced enough to actually comment on this entry seeing as this has never happened to me, but hang in there! maybe if you talk to him, dig deep, and try to hold him close to your heart, he may start to find life easier as long as you are one step behind him.

Thanx for the tip gurl!

~Autumn~     

awww your brother is cute lol

Dont worry valentines is over for another year now!

lol niceee picturess xDxDxD

-sigh- XD loves doll!

Xx.holly.xX

Cool Pics.

Hugs

I just wanted to thank you for commenting so much on my diary! I would comment more on yours but I'm so busy on mine! Ha! Well, thanks again sweety! Hugs!

Happy Valentines Day!

lol, yes I do. I got one becuase some of my other friends had them, so I got one X.x lol.

Meh, I'm in a confused state of mind right now.

My msn is XxanotherXlostXsoulxX@hotmail.com